I've never felt this tired holding on to a friendship. Lord please give me the strength to... move on.
We have been fighting a lot lately. We survived a big fight but the few smaller ones that followed could still destroy whatever we have. Wonder why things were easy during the first 3 months when we first knew each other, but roller coaster rides became more frequent lately.
Lord please give me wisdom to handle things between us. I admit I do behave childishly sometimes. But it is not that he has never done me wrong either. How can I let him see that forgiveness from both of us are important too?
It hurts so much to love. Love is patient, love is kind, it keeps no record of wrong and is not quick to anger. It is more difficult to stick to this definition of love when the other party doesn't know how many heart breaks I have to endure to still love him as he is. And he thinks he is the only victim.
Is Satan really going to win this time?
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